it's not of the unusual as i am a dying hopeless romantic to dream about my prince charming galloping into my life and sweeping me off my feet but these days it's more than that . . .
strangely enough, my heart is aching from what and whom, i cannot say since that stays in the ambiguity however all arrows point to missing that very special person in my life that would be there for me to make me laugh all the time, holding me warm in the cold weather, lending his ears to listen to me drone on about the most ridiculous things, opening his arms for me to fall into after a long day, squeezing my hand to let me know that with him everything is secure, and the list goes on . .
it is so crazy that i do not know who this person may be but i can confidently say that his missing presence in my life is making me feel so empty inside . . strange isn't it? defining myself as an independent individual, i am surprised to find myself to be wanting to rely on that special someone . . is this just a phase that i'm going through? i surely do hope so to end these sleepless nights thinking of the most ludicrous things and feeling emotions that were dormant for so long . .
i have to say that i feel ridiculous that i am even blabbing on about this but it's been the most irking feeling inside - as my heart stays clenched from the pain . . i suppose a reason for this frustration may root from the fact that there is nothing that i can do to find the missing puzzle piece to the grand scheme of things . . .
the best thing i can do now is to stay controlled and take things one step at a time because no fairy tale has a happy ending in a snap of one's fingers
so mister anonymous, all i ask for you is one simple request:
please promise me that you're going to get here as soon as you can
and in return, i promise to be as patient as i can, waiting for you
wow Sunnie Lee, That was a great read...I hope you dont have to wait long too...
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